This weekend part of our athletic training family went through one of the worst events that can happen as an athletic trainer. As many of us have read over and over, the Tulane University sports medicine team had to revive, spine board, and perform a tracheotomy on one of their athletes. This is the moment that we all have played over and over in our heads and hope to God that we never have to use those skills that we practice time and time again. My hearts sinks just thinking for a moment what it would be like to be put in that situation. As athletic trainers, we have gone through years of schooling preparing for any sort of emergency situation that could occur, but nothing truly prepares you for the real deal. The moment you are giving chest compressions to the kid you see come in and out of your office every morning must be an all time low. I don’t know about you but I don’t necessarily enjoy holding a c-spine still in my hands….quite possibly holding someone’s life in my very hands. Some say its heroic, but I think instead it is one of the scariest moments in life. Sure, as athletic trainers we stay calm, we create solutions. But when all of the chaos disappears and you drive home that night….it hits you. You relive that moment over and over in your head before you fall asleep that night. You wonder what you could have done different, you wonder if you screwed up, your mind runs rapid. The image of the eyes that looked up at you never leaves your mind. The thousands of people in the stands see a job well done, but we see the mental take that these events take on athletic trainers. So my hats go off to the Tulane University sports medicine team….you saved a life, never ever forget that. There has been a lot of talk about whether or not protocol was followed during the event, but my response to that is simple…it all about perspective. From the perspective of watching a replay on video we don’t know what was really going on. We are as bad as the commentators on tv that we all hate to listen to. The fact is that in the heat of the moment, no protocol spells out these events. Each one is unique and differs in sequence of events.
Perspective is one of the words I have been using a lot lately. I think it is such a vital part of athletic training in fact. You see as athletic trainers we have a very unique perspective. We are the medical side of athletics and that is the perspective that not many people have. On the side lines we have the job of looking at what are within the athlete’s best interest, which can be difficult with coaches breathing down your throat and the game on the line. Our perspective on an injury is usually quite different that the athlete, the coach, and even the parent sometimes.
Sometimes in fact I find myself needing to change my perspective to try and communicate my perspective to coaches. One of the things that I struggle with is trying to explain things to coaches, parents, even coworkers sometimes. Sometimes I just can’t understand why they don’t see what I see. I even struggle with that in my life outside of work. It is truly my egotism that comes out. One of my goals for myself lately is to stop and change my perspective when before I communicate with others. It is so easy to just look at things from your own angle, instead of taking into account the thoughts of those around you. I am trying to look at things from a more “team perspective”. What is the best solution for all involved? The solution from my perspective alone may not always be the way to go. Even the thought of discussing with coaches the fact that you are trying to understand their perspective and taking into account their angle when discussing issues with them. Currently, I am having a lot of difficulty with one of the coaching staffs I work with. Communication is usually something I excel at, but at this moment in time it isn’t working with this group. I am learning quite the lesson in patience and adaptability. I am one that always wants to win the fight, but what I learning is that sometimes its not about winning the battle as much a getting the job done. I can’t be everyone’ s best friend, but I can do my job to the best of my abilities. Sure, there are days I feel like I am sucking it up at my job. Somedays I feel like I can’t give all of my patients the individual attention they need and deserve. That is why I am still learning something everyday. If I do nothing else in life I hope that I wake up everyday and try to do better than the day before. Just like I tell my athletes and students, “I will never…ever give up on you”. Knowing that everyday I wake up I am incredibly blessed to live the life I live.